Well it seems that even I have a job I'm still going to be depress sad. I'm loosing again with this feeling of sadness. Why do I feel melancholy again? I have a stable job, I have something that no one can have. But still, why? Am I lonely? is there's something that I don't want today? is there's anything that I want? am I doing the wrong thing of my life? it's past Saturday but what the hell?

am I tired of watching something I love disappeared? am I reminiscing again?


does this disconnection to human society is making me feel more vulnerable to being sad?


I can't have my life on my own. and it seems that people are inferring.