Lalalalalalalalalala

A man that I poured care, attention and time break my heart. This is not the first time nor the last, but the feeling of being violated never changed. The self-crumbling, the self-defense mechanism, all the things that I do every-time I'm broken is back again.




And I thought I'm strong enough. Strong enough to take this kind of thing as a matter of nonsense.

I wanted to surprise her this upcoming December with  frame from their wedding. Since it seems that they don't have a plan printing it in so I'll do it. LOL. Anyway it may sounds cheesy but I've been planning to do this since their first anniversary. Even she's so cluster in her life right now she's still my sister. Just some younger brother duties.

Yessssssssszzzzzzzzzzz it's another photowalk. Yes, yes, I know my entry is ugly. There's a lot of entry that is much much more beautiful than this but for me it is my best shot.

The thing that I thought I was good at, I thought I was good enough. Newsflash I am not.

The reason of me having my self in all this money making methods in internet is because of the reason that I'm currently on debt in school. That is due this week. To those who didn't know about my school background.

I'm a 3rd year BSIT in Ateneo de Naga University (AdNU) a amazing Jesuit school here in the Philippines!

Why did I became in debt?

The reason I was in debt because of the thing that my parent is currently cutting my allowance to minimize our cost. My Dad that is currently retired (which is still not on pension) and my Mom that only has 5k/month in salary make my living survive. In addition with my rent that is super costly make this more a lot harder. Even myself is having a hard time coping up my expenses here in which I'm currently staying.

Why didn't you get a job while you're studying?

Hmmm... I don't know how to start but let me begin. I won't talk about my technical information's since you won't need it. How about we talk about who is me inside me.

Reality wise.

2 days from now I will be releasing a website  DIY Tutorials Zone!. Basically all the things inside the website is a do it your self tutorials gathered in the internet and connected to 1 website!

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