Lalalalalalalalalala

I got this feeling of being alone every evening and I don't how to explain it. It triggers just time to time of night and I don't know what it triggers. Is it because I became too focused on being an independent person? I actually envy people who have been in loved or the feeling of beloved.

Should I open my heart to new comings again? But to whom? him? her? what? I don't know what to choose more.

If I choose a him partner they will just basically have my inner heart to be on heat because of the pondering love they can give.

The reason of me having my self in all this money making methods in internet is because of the reason that I'm currently on debt in school. That is due this week. To those who didn't know about my school background.

I'm a 3rd year BSIT in Ateneo de Naga University (AdNU) a amazing Jesuit school here in the Philippines!

Why did I became in debt?

The reason I was in debt because of the thing that my parent is currently cutting my allowance to minimize our cost. My Dad that is currently retired (which is still not on pension) and my Mom that only has 5k/month in salary make my living survive. In addition with my rent that is super costly make this more a lot harder. Even myself is having a hard time coping up my expenses here in which I'm currently staying.

Why didn't you get a job while you're studying?

Hmmm... I don't know how to start but let me begin. I won't talk about my technical information's since you won't need it. How about we talk about who is me inside me.

Reality wise.

Since the beginning of the youtube I wanted to learn this instrument Kulintang and own one of this. Apparently it is too expensive.



The reason I want to is to preserve our own culture here in the Philippines.

This song reminds me of my Grandmom. She really likes the Spirit TV Show in ABS CBN and at that time we where actually bothered why did she like that TV Show infact it's not about love and it is all about some huloo bullshit.

2 days from now I will be releasing a website  DIY Tutorials Zone!. Basically all the things inside the website is a do it your self tutorials gathered in the internet and connected to 1 website!